義呆利。法藍奇大道。叁拾伍之一

as soon as i get on the train, i open my toshi白 and type this.
i wanna tell you so many feelings i felt.

yes! we both have questions of each other.
even though, i won't doubt the way i felt about you.
i like you. i do.
sometimes i wondered are you really my boyfirend?
cause it's too perfect and so wonderful...
so.. sometimes i felt a little bit unreal.
when this feeling comes, i usually look at you steadily.
just wanna make sure i'm alive in this real world and have you by my side.
well~~ this is the answer why sometimes i kept on looking at you.

i like, i love the lifestyle i have right now.
i cherished the moment that we were talking to each other, laughing at the funny thing that happened around us, holding you in my arms, even the moment you were arguing with me.

i don't know am i too sensitive...
or will this give you any pressure?

i guess.. the reason why i wanna ask you this question is because i wanna know did you give up last relationship by yourself?
will the same thing happened to us? (same reason)
and what if i insist on our relasionship when that happen to us.
will you do the same decision?

cause everytime when we argued with each other, you just gave up so quickly...
i'm so afraid of those words.
they keep on disquieting me from the first time you said so.

越是小心翼翼想呵護的，越是怕搞砸
然而，往往..老是弄巧成拙

我知道花時間問問題　一直當個 Ms. Q (Miss Question)
倒不如珍惜相處　瞭解　觀察現在的彼此
trust me.. i know that!

just..有時候　心會被揪了一下

i know right now... the point is right know...
and that's also the same thing i kept mentioning about.
i'm sorry that i wanna ask you this question because of my fear.

--

as to why you are evading to face the situation you have right know.
恩..我想你也不需要回答我。
i believe you have your faith in what you really wanna do.
somehow, you will find your way to figure out your solution.

hum~~ one more thing...
let me know your feelings, no matter it's depressed, perplexed, disappointed or upset.
i wanna feel and understand every feelings you have, even though sometimes it might be hard to accept.

last thing...
maybe you are a little confuse about how to keep going on "+my way+".
Baby~! just keep going and be your positive sunny boy. ^^
i got faith in you.

as Bruce Lee(李小龍） said "don't think! just do!!"
as Ora ito said "don't think too much. just do it! just do it!"

設計的血液在你的身體裡奔流..  >//3//

(寫完了，也差不多快到中壢了。）

15,May,2005
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